I hate this hobby.

[Aquattro]

Originally Posted by zulu_principle

This really sounds like a pity party.

I think that's because it is. I am feeling sorry for myself, and I do think I deserve that pleasure right now. I've been fighting long and hard to keep things going. I'm going to have to continue fighting, just because of logistics, however, I'm also sure that I won't regret it in the end. As I said above somewhere, with some patience, my tank will turn around from this slide and start growing well again. I'm almost sure of it!!

My tank also has fish in it which are doing very well, and as family pets, they just can't be gotten rid of. I will persevere...