I'm thinking about quitting....

[Xtasia]

My saltwater is 65g.. .and I've been thinking I'll sell the high maintainence corals... the montipora which takes up too much space, and the pineapple coral that requires feeding.. (gorgeous but takes too much work to feed..)

Well... I kinda have a "small tank" by the standards of most people on this msg board... I can't really afford to downsize as I'll have to get strong lights for the new smaller tanks...

My frog spawn melted today <sighs> everything looks droppy and unhappy, except the clams.. Maybe its my water...

My fish have ick and I feel its all my fault. like i"M a bad mother for not doing something super amazing to cure it. So helpless. Yes its my first time with Ick... It's like if I earned more money I could buy more equipment which would maket he tank run better... I could afford the actinics. I could afford a proper UV sterilizer... etc...

So an option would be to get rid of the 4 FW tanks... right? well they are all a set up for my breeding FW angels.. need to find people who would be willing to take them and take care of them well...

I have a hard time giving away/selling livestock because I feel accountable for their lives...

yeah I sound like I'm complaining. Thanks for your support.. just a difficult time that I have to work through... I know you've all been here.