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[skabooya]

Good for you taking a step up. Its a start but your really going to have to amp it up with actions and more and more words.
When my husband or anyone ****es me off/ hurts me (emotionally) it takes quite a while before I can trust or respect them again. I cant speak for most women but all the women I know including myself tend to hold grudges.

Keep taking those steps and youll find your way back again