Horrible news - in shock

[intarsiabox]

Originally Posted by SanguinesDream

I firmly believe that animals understand much more than we give them credit for. Prayers for Cherish and your family for a miracle and peace.

I agree. My keeshond of 15 years had to be put down last year because her heart swelled to 4x the normal size and was pushing into her trachea. She was having trouble breathing and would sometimes just fall over. The vet said surgery could be done but she didn't recommend it but gave us some pills to try. Soon after she started wanting to go out the front door even though her dog run was in the back. She would just sit there pawing at the door looking sad. We knew it was time to take her to the vet. For the first time ever she actually seemed relieved to be at the vets and laid quietly in my lap while the vet put her to sleep. It was hard for the whole family but Seba got her wish.

[Scuba Diver Gal]

I just saw this post. Don't know how I missed it. I have been through the EXACT same thing. My 7 year old beloved golden doodle was diagnosed with grade 2 hemangiosarcoma subcutaneous 14 months ago. It was a small lump on his back towards his tail. They have him a very poor prognosis (less than one year).

We did the surgery to remove a huge piece of skin and the tumor and he recovered well. The biopsy was sent back to Colorado and the diagnosis came back changed to grade one hemangiosarcoma. Still a bad cancer but can be treatable.

He ended up not needing cancer and is still healthy today. It was honestly such a traumatic. Time for our family so my heart breaks for you.

I don't know if I missed it but what grade and location was the cancer?

I am so sorry you are going through this.

[Scuba Diver Gal]

Sorry meant that my beloved jack didn't need chemo. Still going strong today. So blessed. Was surgery to remove the lump an option?

[saltyair]

That story touched me - so sorry for your loss.

Cherish is doing "better" I think taking her off some of the meds and her learning to walk on three legs has made her happier. I took her on a short hike yesterday and she loved it and only stopped once. I feel blessed every day I have with her.

thank you all for the support - it is therapeutic

Originally Posted by skabooya

This posting actually made me cry. I recently had to say goodbye to my best friend of 13.5 years. Over the last 2 years he was loosing lots of weight. We fed him LOTS and spoiled him with treats and gave him food additives to help his aging coat. Things were going well and then he started dropping weight again and was nothing but skin and bones. Still full of life but something was wrong and he ate like a pig. We took him to the vet on the Tuesday and he found nothing wrong but we figured deworming him, giving him antibiotics for his now chronic diarrhea and updating his shots should be done anyway. After that day he slowly stopped eating, drinking and became very slow. I would need to coax him into the house daily and it became harder and harder. On the 19th I called him to come in the house. He did not come. I had to look for him with our flashlight in our backyard. I found him in his favourite spot lying down and staring at me. I slipped in something and noticed all the grass around me was black. I thought blood, but it was hard to tell. Nash would not get up. I put a leash around him and he got up on his own and started walking very slowly. As I watched I noticed how much pain he was in. He was squatting as he walked like he needed to poop. As we got to the back door I could see him better. He looked horrible. He got in the house all by himself and collapsed on the floor. His backside was wet. I grabbed some paper towel and wiped to see what it was (he was a chocolate lab so wet dark fur could mean he was wet with anything). He was covered in blood. Everything was blood. I realized then that what I stepped in outside was all blood in the grass. I called my mom and then the vet and then my mom in law. I knew this was it. The vet wanted me to bring him down but there is no way I could pick up Nash. He hated being picked up and became dead weight and awkward if you tried. Now he was just lying there looking at me, asking for help. My mom and mom in law showed up (my husband was gone hunting for a week, kids in bed sleeping) and Nash started to become anxious. He new something was not right. He did not get up at all during this time. I stayed right beside him the whole time. The vet came and examined him. Blood everywhere. He looked at his gums and they were white. There was nothing we could do to save Nash. I looked at Nash and told him how sorry I was. I cried.. a lot, and hugged him as the vet injected him. I felt Nash relax and leave as I held him. The vet said it was more than likely a tumor in his bowels that burst. I was upset because Nash was just examined a few days before and he was found to be fine. I also took Nash for regular checkups and he was always fine. Either way he accepted the injection and left very quickly and peacefully. I miss him terribly and breaking the routine of bringing him in the house every evening for him to eat and spend time with us was difficult.

They say you will know when it is time and believe me, you will. It will be the hardest thing you ever have to do. I am still not over it. He was and still is and will forever be my fur baby.