thanks guys i def agree with you all, i find the hardest part today is sitting in my empty house looking around at all the stuff gone, hard to believe it happened. not gonna lie she didnt approve of the tanks and it was def a contributing factor to our fights. how does one even start to start over we own everything together bills, animals, house, random junk. i moved here without any family ive since lost contact with my good friends because she was all i needed and i thought it would last forever
man what a life changer
thanks guys for all the kind words
it really cheered me up and got me to stop wandering the house like a zombie for a bit