We chase a goal, a dream, a vision. Sometimes things don't work the way we imagine they should. Its what we get, and what we can expect when we try to "play god" with mother nature in our own little oceans. Nothing is ever perfect, and we have very little warning often, so very little opportunity to correct a situation. Hey....it's reefing. It ain't easy. If it was easy everyone would be doing it. If everyone is doing it, where is the fun in that? I like a challenge. And we all have to have a bit of "that special kind of crazy" to get ourselves into this hobby and endure.